🌜Good evening🌛 During our quarentine it is my intention and duty to provide calming pure unrehearsed ambient music with harp, vocals, and synthesizer, to whomever needs it, every sunset from my room, music therapy, to channel out a sonar love spell of harmony into the world during these deep water times of collective shadow integration, survival, evolution. Breathing through the waves...I hope you are doing okay💜hugs. All live streaming videos are broadcasted nightly from my facebook musicians page and will be added to the press kit page of this website directly after.
STAY STRONG!!! WE WILL MAKE IT THROUGH THIS TIME WITH OUR LOVE AND FOCUS
💜***Trigger warning, psychedelic visuals present in all live stream videos may be overstimulating for friends with epilepsy***💜
Here is my Live Community Television Performance of "Apprentice Of Eros" February 14th, 2020. I love you people of community television, I adore you, community of Santa Cruz, and as soon as we are out of quarantine I desire to actualize a live monthly showcase with you to give a platform to the incredible artists I meet in the bay area and to broadcast to audiences that cannot always come out to the bars and clubs to hear live music.
Lucky Penny Live Performance at Felix Kulpa Gallery in Santa Cruz, CA
March 30th 2019
Hello beautiful friends. How are you?
I am feeling like I just want LOVE to shatter through the illusionary shell of disconnect and heavy tragedy on the planet that is becoming increasingly difficult to cope with. I want you to know that if you ever need a listening ear, I will always listen to you and I am here for you. I am so grateful for my human family. I love you and you all keep me around and you make me feel every day how truly beautiful this world actually is. I celebrate our differences and whatever you make me feel I search for deep meaning in it. In making this video I found that it became clear that my foundational intention in creating a piece of art in visual expression to the song Lucky Penny has been to construct for you a softly tranquilizing, flowing in water-like and visceral, sensory soothing and gently stimulating, psychedelic, therapeutic and relaxing experience. Like an escape to a dream world for a timeless ritual I desire to give to you a sunset meadow born from my own personal auditory and light therapy practices that keep me healthy and appropriately sensory soothed and visually stimulated. Through the angelic and otherworldly vibrations of the harp and the doors that it opens in the soul cave, the octaves of the voice, and my own explorations into the video editing process I feel that here I can share my internal world with you, and also my collaboration with the unusual magic of Santa Cruz, California. If it contributes to the serenity of your moments, I get up from the table now, my work here is done.
So from my warm hearth I stand in my front door to welcome you with humble quality to my surreality.
I thank you deeply Santa Cruz for taking me in safekeeping to one full year now. I whisper that I adore and appreciate it all, and that it feels like home.
As time passes I realize more intensely that all I want to do is bring some relaxation into people’s lives through my work, to offer some serenity and healing vibes to the nervous system and to palliate from some of that harshness and insanity of the world. I have a lot of difficulty in existing and feeling safe and at home in my body house for some reason and so my art is my lifeline sunlight outlet for deep caverns within and that which interconnects us in collective sorrow, joy, rage, beauty, love. I channel in the spirit of collective and subjective evolution and transmutation and to avoid the unhealthy suppression of these powerful energies so I feel I may have no choice but to share myself continuously with you as I have for a couple of years now through music and the moving visual partner to it as well as personal photography. Thank you for your time and your receptivity or not, whatever feelings and colors my work conjures within you I thank you for, for I am your mirror and you are mine and I honor this. This song and video were created by the sea, and are dedicated to the sea, and every thing and every being in this beautiful land.
*This music video was shot in Santa Cruz, California at Mount Madonna and the Boardwalk.
*Mount Madonna and ample boardwalk evening beach footage shot by my beautiful friend Nicolas V Quiroz who I thank profusely for his friendship, time, and efforts in this collaboration.
*All other footage, all video editing, and music and lyrics by Sabine Silver.
This song is the title track to my recently released fourth album, Lucky Penny. The song was recorded live and in one take in San Francisco, California, on May 30th, 2019. The album was released June 13th, 2019.
The lyrics as well as live performance videos of this song can be found just below.
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Hello! Here is my newest song, it is the title track off my upcoming fourth album, Lucky Penny, and I am very happy to share with you a raw video that was recorded the first time I ever shared it with an audience at Felix Kulpa Gallery in Santa Cruz, California on March 30th, 2019. Thank you for watching.
"Lucky Penny"
Get your breakfast in bed
Get your coffee with your cream
Meow meow meow
Nothing pressin’ but the oven
Your my criss-cross apple sauce peanut butter jelly sauce cookie dream
Meow meow meow
And in the spirit of evolution I can see that you are for sure a nice thing
You are a nice thing, you are a nice thing, you are a nice thing
And in the spirit of evolution I can see that you are for sure a nice thing
You are a nice thing, you are a nice thing, you are a nice thing
And in the spirit of evolution I can see that you are for sure a nice thing
You are a nice thing, you are a nice thing, you are a nice thing
I’ll bring you breakfast in bed, coffee with cream
Lions get fed, I want nice things, better be nice to me
We picked you a lucky penny a shinier luckier penny than all of the other pennies you ever spied your beautiful little eye on / let me now introduce you to Aurelie DeLorean from the aquarium, she is a crow for the shiniest thing and she is requesting a silver spoon ladeleful spoonful of neapolitan with a cone ice cream please / disheveled / all eavesdropped and peeked out from the kitchen trash / degenerate reverb soliloquy soul serenity mushroom thing / I AM THE MUSHROOM QUEEN! / moss bottom feeder / cloud hovered kaleidoscope stalactite cave covered scheme
Some childhood corner neighborhood all grave too grown so forges the right road own way off a freeway pass to finally have fun to feel joy and to eat fill of what makes us feel good
Won’t feel guilt no more for no one
Won’t pay nobody’s bills and then some
I got my own bills and my freedom and my own coat to wear and my dark hair and my basketball hoop and my skatewear
I AM THE MUSHROOM QUEEN! And we are coming up fast on your left! Vroom, vroom vroom / Celibacy I build ah tantra / do not mess with me / I got my chocolate vanilla swirl shiva linga soft serve and my beta glucans and I am a boy like a rose petal / I’m a boy like a rose petal and I’ll beat you to the top of the mountain say I got my chocolate vanilla swirl carob sprinkle shiva linga krishna kali soft serve / dealin’ the Capricorn hand / And I’m a boy like a rose petal / I’m a boy like a rose petal and I’m a bat like hell all get out!
And in the spirit of evolution we love the selves and on the top shelf nothing quite less
Give you the highest bunk bed and I will share with you all my spoils of the winter
You get the highest bunk bed and so I take my coffee with cream and sugar, thank you!
I am not a new ager more like an LSD spiked undertaker
You ain’t got nothin’ on me
I ain’t shootin’ no heroin got no powdered filament for fillin’ my livin’
Not gonna manipulate me like I’m a theramin
I am not a new ager more like an LSD spiked undertaker
Am I a psycho-tropic to want to be, am I a psychotropic to want to be a sleeping pill in your arms?
A sleeping pill in your arms? Am I a psychotropic to want to be a sleeping pill in your arms?
I am not a new ager more like an LSD spiked undertaker
I don’t want to to talk to you in this claustrophobic doom
I am a sky light natural boon and you were brought to life under the howlin’ full moon
And now I’m freaked out like I’m peeked out at community service at the landfill
I am not a new ager more like an LSD spiked undertaker
And are you the uh-oh boy? Psychedelic salted red rose petal?
I’m gonna make you come like your a chocolate heaven cherry whipped cream bedroom covered wah wah pedal
I question the why, won’t you please tell me why I give it to the top shelf? Yeah, always the top shelf?
<3 You get the highest bunk bed <3
Are you the uh-oh boy? Are you my uh-oh boy? Are you the uh-oh boy? Yeah, are you my uh-oh boy?
Are you the uh-oh boy? Yeah, are you my uh-oh boy?
I am dynamin, I am a cosmopolitan and if I love you then I bathe you in the light of alpha butter
So you better worship me, boy, back in alpha splendor
But see mortal men have really begun to bore me so when Apollo and I we got together I knew that I would stay married forever
Do you not see that I am the tea set master dish? No?
Then get out of my house! Go on and catch yourself a commoner trash kissing catfish! You are inharmonious with my circle of five’s pitch, hee dee ya ha ha ha ha ha!
I am not a new ager more like an LSD spiked undertaker
Am I a psycho-tropic to want to be a sleeping pill in your arms? Am I a psychotropic to want to be a sleeping pill in your arms? A sleeping pill in your arms?
So in the spirit of evolution if you purchase a meal that you place in your cupboard upon a lattice for a while / let it grow all of the colors and nebulous multi-dimensional bubbles as the holy moldy take over and then box it and then you wrap it and then you tie it in a bow tie and present it to me for my birthday then you might have just found the entrance to the cave of the little mushroom thing for I AM THE MUSHROOM QUEEN! And we are comin’ up fast on your left! Vroom, vroom vroom / Celibacy I build ah tantra / do not mess with me / I got my chocolate vanilla swirl shiva linga soft serve and my beta glucans and I am a boy like a rose petal / I’m a boy like a rose petal and I’ll beat you to the top of the mountain say I got my chocolate vanilla swirl carob sprinkle shiva linga krishna kali soft serve / dealin’ the Capricorn hand / And I’m a boy like a rose petal / I’m a boy like a rose petal and I’m a bat like hell all get out!
I am not a new ager more like an LSD spiked undertaker
Am I a psycho-tropic to want to be a sleeping pill in your arms? Am I a psychotropic to want to be a sleeping pill in your arms? A sleeping pill in your arms? Am I a psychotropic to want to be a sleeping pill in your arms? Am I a psychotropic to want to be a sleeping pill in your arms? A sleeping pill in your arms?
I Present To You New Video Art For
"Eyes Of Amber"
Hello! Here is a video that first came into creation on my 30th birthday this past March 9th, 2019. I am excited to share it with you. All downtown Santa Cruz footage was shot by the one and only Nicolas V Quiroz, whom I am stoaked as a toasted marshmallow to shoot with again in the future.
I hope you enjoy it as much as I have in creating the music as well as this new video.
The purity of expression lit from within the human face and from behind the veiled windows of the eyes are the looking glass into the soul and to me express the most infinite and kaleidescopic heart breaking and healing encapsulation of beauty. It is through this video art that I chose to explore this deep facination of mine in sensing the humanness of another beyond our body houses, for when I look into another's eyes for any length of time, I always sense some world dissolving away completely, and I sense that it melts the chain bondage of sadness and all of the weights we carry with us in this human experience, and in celebration like a gushing volcano in connection I trust. I thank the ones that participated with me in this artistic actualization of the dance.
"Eyes Of Amber" (from my album "Cult, Acts I & II")
Eviternity, eviternity, eviternity
Of power and pleasure the night of 1000 years of ormen and amber
My name is amber
The bees call me amber
The thieves call me amber
Lift up the 29th seal and let the pother froth
In power and in pleasure
The bees call me amber
The thieves call me amber
Smash a bitter peach into a little pill
Bring it for a goat atop an amber hill
Who animates the puppets with his will
In feudal plots they reap us flowers to the mill
And I'm not a sorceress you can kill
And I'll take my power and pleasure still
Listen to your guts
That haruspecting rush
We form the circle slow
Now take my hand, let's go
Monarch puss, pure of heart, off the trolley, look the part
Wand of holly, safe and sound
Find the others, they're waiting, the state is fading
Follow my eyes
Find the others, they're waiting, the state is fading
Now disappear!
Eviternity, eviternity
Lift up the 29th seal and let the pother froth
In power and in pleasure
The thieves call me amber
Smash a bitter peach into a little pill
Bring it for a goat atop an amber hill
Who animates the puppets with his will
In feudal plots they reap us flowers for a bill
And I'm not a sorceress you can kill
And I'll take my power and pleasure still
Listen to your guts
That haruspecting rush
We form the circle slow
Now take my hand, let's glow
Eviternity, eviternity, eviternity!
Hello! I really enjoyed my last performance on March 30th, 2019 at Felix Kulpa Gallery in Santa Cruz, California. Here are clips of my song "Apprentice of Eros", it will be one of five tracks on my upcoming fourth album, Lucky Penny, which I will be releasing this springtime. This video is not the entire song, but I thought it was still worth sharing. Thank you for watching.
I Present To You New Video Art For
"Mysticomemetic"
"Mysticomemetic"
Just because we can be in two places at once, does it mean, does it mean, does it mean
Just because we can be in three places at once, does it mean, does it mean, does it mean
I can feel what your feeling?
Can you see what I'm seeing?
You can feel what I'm feeling
And I know what you are thinking
Just because we can be in four places at once does it mean, does it mean, does it mean
Just because we can be in five places at once does it mean, does it mean, does it mean
I can feel what your feeling?
Can you see what I'm seeing?
You can feel what I'm feeling
And I know what you are thinking
Just because we can be in six places at once does it mean, does it mean, does it mean
Just because we can be in seven places at once
Dress up for supper in flour and butter and eat me on top of the table with honey till you have your fill
And the bread is baking and the bed's breaking in two
And the water is boiling over, shall we have a biscuit and tea?
Save a spot for me, sugar please!
Just because we can be in eight places at once does it mean, does it mean, does it mean
Just because we can be in nine places at once does it mean, does it mean, does it mean
Just because we can be in ten places at once does it mean, does it mean, does it mean
Just because we can be eleven places at once
You say there is a clue near the horseshoe and the mushroom where the grass grows like rain?
Where the grass grows like rain?
Will you be my friend where the grass grows like rain?
You say there is a clue near the horseshoe and the mushroom where the grass grows like rain?
Will you be my friend where the grass grows like rain?
Just because we can be in eleven places at once does it mean, does it mean, does it mean
Just because we can be in eleven places at once does it mean, does it mean, does it mean
I can feel what your feeling?
Can you see what I'm seeing?
You can feel what I'm feeling
And I know what you are thinking
I can feel what your feeling
Can you see what I'm seeing?
You can feel what I'm feeling
And I know what you are thinking
Dress up for supper in flour and butter and eat me on top of the table with honey till you have your fill, till you have your fill
Why don't we be friends!
Video Art For "Sol Invictus"
"Sol Invictus"
Catherine, Catherine, Catherine
Catherine, smile pretty, you are privy to the bells and the bells of the city of the masons, you think you know me, but you dare not tell of your wishing well, of your wishing well
We once were gods, now we are shells
Hallelujah hey, hallelujah hey, hallelujah hey, hallellujah hey, hallelujah hey!
All praises to the sun of December
Praises to the eyes that see forever
Praises to the virgins who create the gods
O Catherine, your wishing lies in the well and the bells of hallelujah hey, hallelujah hey, hallelujah hey, hallelujah hey, hallelujah hey, hallelujah hey, hallelujah hey, hallelujah hey......
.........where am I? Oh! Well, I must have been dreaming.......
...........say, whats that I hear? What's that your saying?
You say Catherine's a sinner?
They say she's caught the original sin all upon her
But Catherine's been trained in sarcasm and can't be bothered
Born into sin or is it a sine (wave)? Won't you tell us, Catherine!
Hallelujah hey, hallelujah hey, hallelujah hey, hallelujah hey!
Praises to the sun of December
Praises to the eyes that see forever
Praises to the virgins who create the gods
O Catherine, your wishing lies in the well and the bells of hallelujah hey, hallelujah hey, hallelujah hey, hallelujah hey, hallelujah hey, hallelujah hey, hallelujah hey, hallelujah hey, hallelujah!
Live Performance Home Video "Apprentice Of Eros" ……...*Newest Song*
"Apprentice Of Eros"
If it tastes like romance put it on
If it loves like his hands give me some
If my heart is not broken I must be dead
For I am the moss oak carriage, rotten, get me fed
In your dreams, in your dreams, mmmm yeah in your dreams
Round the hall hail Dionysus, we're feelin' fine
Chilled on a fastie with my bestie the rhythm much too kind
Boy, tryin' to reach you on the coy
Boy I got it bad
For you my extra extra coat shade of lipstick in diva red
I work hard for my money
Yo brown eyes, I wash my heart in hope and honey like love could be the new world religion like butter baby, signed Eros baby
And an Apprentice of Eros might say I don't need nothing, nobody today
And an Apprentice of Eros might say I don't need nothing, nobody today
Helios in love he say to the Apprentice of Eros he say in loss and love you'll stay
I don't need nothing, nobody today, say the Apprentice of Eros today
And so to the Apprentice of Eros he say roisina dipped arrow will pierce you today!
Chain me to the pillars of heaven
Limit me, well, aren't you gonna be me, my, merennial woodland?
In the company of queen and king I sing
And in the company of queen and king this I sing
In your dreams
I despair so therfore I love
You are my obsession and I am yours
In your dreams
Chain me to the pilars of heaven
Be patient baby, say, when are you gonna be me, my, merennial woodland?
In the company of king and queen I sing
And in the company of queen and king this I sing
In your dreams
I despair so therefore I love
You are my expression and I am yours
In your dreams
And an Apprentice of Eros might say I dont need nothing, nobody today
And an Aprentice of Eros might say I don't need nothing, nobody today
But then she say well I must admit I feel death upon me everyday
Yeah then she say well i must admit I feel death upon me everyday
So then he belay the graveyard in her dress and the flame lick her up for a hella boy, hush, your a sound I can see
Pretty please listen
In your, in your, in your, in your dreams
Hera wants to know does the secret farolita in your dreams match the one you show before the face of Aphridita in your dreams?
In your, in your, in your, in your dreams
Hera wants to know does the secret farolita in your dreams match the one you show before the face of Aphorodita in your dreams?
In your, in your, in your, in your dreams, hey!
Hera wants to know does the secret farolita in your dreams match the one you show before the face of Aphrodita in your dreams?
In your, in your, in your, in your dreams
In your, in your, in your, in your dreams, hey!
Hera wants to know does the secret farolita in your dreams match the one you show before the face of Aphrodita in your dreams?
In your dreams, in your dreams, in your dreams
Hera wants to know does the secret farolita in your dreams match the one you show before the face of Aphrodita in your dreams?
In your dreams, in your dreams, in your dreams
Hera wants to know does the secret farolita in your dreams.....
In your dreams....in your dreams....
In your, in your, in your dreams, hey!
Hera wants to know does the secret farolita in your dreams match the one you show before the face of Aphrodita in your dreams?
In your dreams, in your dreams, in your dreams
Hera wants to know does the secret farolita in your dreams match the one you show before the face of Aphrodita in your dreams?
Give us another hit, a triplecette
Give us another hit, a triplecette
Triplecette!
Take us to Era of Eros I say!
Give us another hit, a triplecette
Give us another hit, a triplecette
Triplecette!
Take us to Era of Eros I say!
Knead into sourdough sorry that I need mold to feel at home
Cull a terri-bull terrible will against the wall in the kitchen down the hall
And an Apprentice of Eros might say protect little one donnybrook down kinky nun
And an apprentice of romance say romantika the mass, gotta build it and do it fast and on and on and on and
Give us another hit, a triplecette
Give us another hit, a triplecette
Triplecette!
Take us to Era of Eros I say!
Palla rosha hail, ALL HAIL!
and catch the ball like a ping like a pong
Come along Cromwell, well Isador sith them the song all your haunt and all your heart
Become Apprecntice of Eros who say semicoma the mass like a ping like a pong
Become Apprecntice of Eros who say semicoma the mass all your haunt and all your heart and on and on and on and like a ping like a pong
All your haunt and all your heart
Say, when are you gonna be my merennial woodland?
Are you ready? Are we steady, my merennial woodland?
Sabine Silver Presents The Haunted Theatre
“Catherine Disaster” Monologue
(in character with Madrone Malefic & Bellatrix Jones)
And now The Haunted Theatre proudly presents Catherine Disaster! The firstborn triplet sister pushed from the volcanic womb of uranian laughter! Catherine Disaster, her sister, Madrone Malefic, and her other sister, Bellatrix Jones. See, they remember the old ways, and the burning of pyres, and a phoenix collected their ashes of evolutionary transformation upon its wings, and now that phoenix rises with an underworld desire. Heart on fire like plutonian trash, red lipstick! Tricked out triplecettes in spiked heels trip the boulevard with a message:
"Isador! Come out, come out, wherever you are! We can smell your perfume, and you see we see a strand of your raven hair the blackbird has caught for his nest."
And Madrone Malefic calls out in her Madrone-y malificent fashion:
“Isador! The show must go on! If we must we will accept that you will always be like the billy goat on the farm, instrinsically innocent and psychedelic and with a near constant need to headbutt everything that it sees in order to experience the dream. And in a divine and unconscious cosmic effort to understand the world of the senses. An endless dance of powers and play with the other animals, Isador!”
And Bellatrix Jones interjects:
“Come with us darling, we will show you the rooms of the seventh house. You will feel our bodies etched in the sky, and also imprinted in the constellations upon your cells. And on the twenty fifth of December, just before the nightshades flee, you may look up and you will see that we are the virgins of Virgo, we bear many martyrs that influence the world. The light of the world. For without the sun, won’t we all perish? Ah Krishna, fair Jesus, bright Horus! Please come over, and restructure the roses on our suppertime table, and bring with you your fishes of two to be consumed, for the age of Pisces, it is ending, and you have assured us that you would be with us till the end of the age, and to keep a lookout for a man carrying a vessel filled with water…...Catherine Disaster! The stage is now yours! There you go, its yours…..”
"The Haunted Theatre" Live Video Performance
Promotional Video For My Summer 2018 Performances In
Los Angeles & San Diego! (I couldn't actually make it to my L.A. shows, touring by myself for the first time and being the sole patroness for my entire process on the road definitely taught me a lot. I need a roadie for next time, for safety reasons. All good lessons!
Promotional Video For My Summer 2018 Performances In
Los Angeles & San Diego!
"Eyes Of Amber" Live Video Performance
"Cult" Live Video Performance
"The Billionaire Blues" Live Video Performance
"First Mate" Live Video Performance
"Nine Lives" & "Cinderella" Medley Live Video Performance